Hello everyone, this is Depressive Radio. Today, I want to talk about my life and everything that’s going on. Lately, I’ve been waking up feeling very sad. I’m trying my best to do the things I have to do and wake up early in the morning, but it’s been a struggle. Currently, I’m not working, so I’m exploring new activities.
Firstly, I want to talk about Jesus. I think Jesus was a normal person, and his fame throughout the years is because people wanted to use him as an idea. However, I don’t believe he was a divine figure. I’ve been studying different languages, like Swedish, and someday I hope to visit Sweden.
Life can be depressive, especially during these times. I often worry if my family understands me when I speak in English. It’s important to find ways to cope with these feelings. I try to study and do things that help me wake up and stay motivated.
In the past, I used to complain a lot and even had thoughts of suicide. However, I’ve learned to push forward and find reasons to live. It’s important to understand that repeating Jesus’ name or praying to him won’t save you. He’s not physically present anymore. Instead, focus on finding your own strength.
Another topic I want to discuss is the rise of new technologies like Bitcoin and blockchain. I feel like I’m not keeping up with these advancements, and it makes me feel like I’m losing out on something. I’ve tried to invest in Bitcoin and learn about trading, but I’m still trying to understand everything fully.
Overall, life can be challenging, but it’s important to find ways to cope and keep moving forward. I’m determined to become financially independent and not rely on my parents. It’s a journey, and I’m committed to finding my escape from the dark hole of depression.
Thank you for listening to Depressive Radio.
